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DESCRIPTION (from back cover):
Thirteen-year-old Jarett Ross has been no more than a ghost for months, crying alone in the darkness where no one can hear
him. A drug-dealer put the moves on his mom, got her addicted to heroin, and now rules their small apartment in a rotting
Victorian house. Jarett's only refuge from the man's brutality has been his tiny room, its door locked by a skeleton key,
Then, late one rainy night, even that protection fails him.
After a nightmare of cause-and-effect, Jarett is battered, near death, and running from the police. He finds himself at the
iron gates of an ancient graveyard where he waits to die, to be delivered from this world without hope. That's when Robbie,
a homeless boy who lives in a crypt, arrives.
Hounded by the police that have never helped him, but driven by his desire to save his mother, Jarett is exhausted by life.
Robbie encourages him to try to build a future from the bones of his past. But wouldn't it be easier to just stay in this
peaceful place of the dead forever?
REVIEWS:
In Skeleton Key by Jess Mowry we meet Jarett Ross, a 13-year-old African-American boy in Oakland, California. Jarett has been
living like a ghost for months, all alone in the darkness where no one can see or hear him. A drug-dealer put the moves on
his mom, got her addicted to heroin, and now rules their small apartment in a rotting Victorian house. Jarett's only refuge
from the man's brutality has been his tiny room, its door locked by a skeleton key. But, one rainy night, even that protection
fails him when the man breaks down the door. Jarett fights for his life, and the man falls to his death down a stairwell.
Jarett knows that he must run away because the cops will never believe that he acted in self-defense. Bleeding and almost
dead himself from the fight, Jarett stumbles through the rainy streets of West Oakland only to find himself at the rusty
iron gates of an ancient graveyard. Jarett sits down and waits to die. This seems like his only escape from a world without
hope. But he is saved by a homeless boy named Robbie who lives alone in the graveyard in a vine-covered crypt. Robbie seems
to have given up on life outside the graveyard's walls, but he encourages Jarett to try to build a future. The cops are after
Jarett, who is questioned and kept under surveillance by a cynical white detective. But Jarett manages to get his mother into
a rehab center, and with Robbie's help, Jarett begins to hope that he might live again. Meeting a girl named Martin Hawker
also gives Jarett hope. Jarett finds that good people are all around, but only if you look for them. But the detective seems
determined to bury Jarett in prison, and Jarett's life is not easy. He has to pay the rent and find enough to eat. But he
can't legally work because he's only 13. The law won't let him work to make money, but he could always sell crack, which would
make more money than any real job. On top of all his other problems he has to deal with that descision. Life for a poor black
kid seems so hard. Why not just give up and join Robbie forever in a peaceful place of the dead?
This book begins with a violent scene of Jarett being attacked by a man and fighting for his life. But there are a lot of
gentle scenes in this book, and Jarett learns how to love people. Learning to love can be hard when you haven't had much in
your life. Jarett learns a lot of other things too. Like many black kids he hates cops, but he finds that not all cops are
bad. There are many supernatural, spooky, and ghostly elements to this story. There is also a mysterious older boy who runs
a funeral home.
SAMPLE CHAPTERS:
Skeleton Key
© 2007 Jess Mowry
Chapter One
"Sleepin'? Don't talk to me about sleepin'! The only place that boy gonna be sleepin' is six feet under the ground!"
Jarett's eyes flew open. Had he been sleeping? It was hard to tell anymore. Half asleep or half awake, he only felt half alive.
"He's lyin'!" yelled the man outside Jarett's door.
Yeah, thought Jarett, while struggling into consciousness like a drowned body rising through dark murky water. I'm
lyin' all right! Lyin' here tryin' to sleep, fool! But you never let me!
Jarett rubbed his eyes with the backs of his hands. They burned with the desperate need for sleep. He was always tired, nodding
in class, his teachers thought he was doing drugs. As if he could afford any drugs, even drugs that could let him sleep!
The man's voice roared in the living room: "What you tellin' me, 'thirteen dollars?' Boy holdin' on me, what he doin'! He
probably buried my money somewhere!"
Jarett squeezed his eyes tight shut, though they felt as if they were packed full of sand. Wish I could bury YOU! he
thought. Wish I may, wish I might, have this wish I wish tonight. He came close to praying. I wish he was dead!
I wish he was dead in a dirty old grave!
Then came his mother's voice: "Leave him alone. ...Please. Why can't you leave him alone for one night? He got school in the
morning. My boy need his rest."
Her tone sounded gentle, even loving. Once upon a time, Jarett had believed that her love could protect him. Just like those
moms in the fairytale stories she used to read by his bedside at night. But now he knew that her words, like those stories,
were nothing more than make-believe. Only the needle she stuck in her arm was on the real anymore.
"School!?!" yelled the man. "Don't give me no talk about 'school!' Boy got no time for no stupid-ass school! Boy gotta work
for a livin'!"
Work! thought Jarett, scowling in the darkness. He would have worked like a slave for his mom, but he had to sell crack
for the man. He wished he could lie down in peace for once, pull the old blanket over his face and go to sleep forever. His
body was so tired it hurt. He remembered something he'd heard on TV: that it "shouldn't hurt to be a kid." But that was for
kids in a storybook world, over the rainbow, behind the glass, in the make-believe land of a picture tube.
His mother's voice again: "That's what he gave me. Every last penny, I swear it to God."
The man blew out a snort of disgust. "Thirteen dollars, my ass! If that's all he made on the real today, he gonna be real
unlucky tonight!"
Jarett stared up at the shadowy ceiling. Thirteen dollars. One no-account dollar for every year he'd been alive in this dirty
old world! Almost worthless. Like the pennies they put on dead people's eyes. He winced despite his weariness when a wine
bottle smashed on the door to his room. Were you ever too tired to be afraid?
He pushed off the blanket and slowly sat up, his movements clumsy and stiff like a zombie's, and lowered his feet to the bare,
dusty floor. Except for his puff-coat lying nearby, he was dressed for the only world he knew in ragged saggers, big battered
sneaks, and a grimy white T-shirt that reached his knees. He hadn't been out of his clothes for a week, and his toes felt
slimy in sweat-stiffened socks. The teacher's nose had wrinkled today when she'd shaken him awake in class. He probably smelled
as dead as he felt.
Again came his mother's pleading voice: "Can't you let him rest for once?"
"No rest for the wicked on this earth, fool! Ain't you never read that in the Bible?"
Jarett stood up and crept to the door. A street lamp's glimmer seeped in through the window, bathing his room with a sick
yellow glow. He caught sight of himself in the chest of drawers mirror, a midnight shadow beneath the pale shirt, no more
than a ghost in the yellowish gloom. Shaggy dreadlocks smothered his shoulders, framing an angular V-jawed face with full,
open lips and a wide snubby nose. He wore the long shirt like a funeral shroud that hid eveything but his face and forearms,
though his chest muscles jutted like two small bricks in stark outlines beneath the old cotton. Was this how a wicked boy
looked, he wondered?
Peering out from under his hair were big haunted eyes that seemed guilty of
something. He moved like a panther he'd seen in a movie, wounded by a cowardly hunter who'd been too afraid to track down
his prey and finish the job of killing it. The man's voice cursed him into a grave, yet the threats had lost most of their
meaning by now because Jarett had heard them so often. Besides, you could only die once, so he'd heard, and he almost didn't
care anymore.
The ancient West Oakland Victorian house had tall heavy doors with old-fashioned locks. The key was in Jarett's door now...
a big brass thing called a skeleton key. Despite its spooky-sounding name, it had once been a favorite toy of Jarett's; a
magical key to secret places with buried chests of treasure and jewels, like in the stories his mom used to read. The key
had seemed huge in those childish days, gleaming like gold in his ebony fingers. But he'd only been a stupid baby, clueless
enough to believe any lies, and small enough to lie peacefully down in the long bottom drawer of his battered old dresser...
a solemn young Egyptian prince at rest in a golden sarcophagus.
"He gonna be getting' his 'rest'!" yelled the man. "Down in a grave when I done with him!"
Jarett took hold of the key in the lock. Its smooth old shape felt familiar and warm. "Please," he whispered, and turned it
softly. His mom used to scold him about locking the door... how could she save him if there was a fire? Maybe she could have
saved him then, but now she couldn't even save herself.
He eased the key silently out of the lock and slipped it into his pocket, where it nestled beside his box-cutter knife. The
man howled in fury when Jarett did this, but all he could do was pound and kick until he got tired or finally passed out,
while Jarett shivered awake and in fear with the blanket pulled over his face.
Jarett picked up a model airplane from the top of the chest of drawers. It had once been a part of his childish dreams. But
then he put it back down. He didn't need dreams; he just needed sleep! He gazed at the drawer that had once been his refuge,
a safe place to hide from make-believe fears, like werewolves, vampires, and skeleton bones. He wished he could just crawl
inside once again and sleep where nothing bad could touch him. The wounded panther had finally found peace: it had crept down
into a dark secret place, and there it had quietly died.
The doorknob twisted viciously. The man's fist pounded the thick old wood. "Open this door, you lyin'-ass punk! Where you
been hidin' the rest of my money?"
The pounding continued. The kicking began. The heavy door shuddered and creaked in its frame. But, Jarett only walked to the
window, turning his back on the cursing and rage, pressing his palms and nose to the glass like a little kid checking a toy
shop. The outside was dusted with specks of glitter, more than mist but less than rain. They gleamed like gold in the street
lamp's glow. Water drops clung to a spider's web, making a necklace of amber sparks. Two stories down and beyond the front
yard, the sidewalk glistened like polished gunmetal. Dim lights shone in a few other houses here and there along the block,
but that only made the night seem darker and Jarett feel more lost and alone. What good were other people around when no one
would help you and nobody cared?
He watched as a car rolled slowly past, a long ancient car like a black station wagon and almost as big as a truck. A chill
ran suddenly down his spine when he saw it was a hearse! The house next door was a funeral home, a rotting Victorian twin
to his own. It looked like most of the other old houses, except for a small faded sign on its door. But, the place had been
closed before Jarett was born, its windows boarded, its yard a jungle, its paint peeling off like a mummy's skin. Little kids
often dared each other to bust the place and check it out. There were childish rumors of worm-eaten corpses and skeletons
lying on basement slabs. But, no kid had ever been brave enough to actually venture inside.
The hearse swung into the funeral home's driveway, nosing through weeds and decades of trash as if Death had returned from
a long vacation.
Jarett's door creaked as the man slammed against it. Mrs. Davis's son across the hall, who was nineteen and six feet of solid
muscle, had often come to Jarret's rescue. But he was in the Army now and fighting terror in other lands. Mrs. Davis herself
didn't fear the man, and had ordered the landlord to call the cops whenever he tried to get at Jarett. But the cops wouldn't
come anymore. They had finally said not to call them again... "unless the kid really got hurt."
Jarett eyed the ancient hearse though the hazy curtain of drizzle and mist. A tall slender figure, dressed all in black, emerged
and seemed to scope out the 'hood. It was too dark to see any details, but the shape was clad in a long leather coat and was
almost too slim for its height. Jarett couldn't see a face, which must have been the color of night beneath an Afroish halo
of hair. The shadowy movements were masculine, though graceful somehow and suggesting youth. Casually parting the waist-high
weeds, the ebony figure walked to the house, climbed the steps to its sagging porch and vanished in the darkness.
Jarett remembered the funeral last year for his one real homey, his only true friend, a boy who'd been shot in the street
for no reason. "Random violence," the cops had said. But they probably thought he'd deserved to die. The kid had looked so
cool in his coffin, so peaceful and cared-for, and clean... which wasn't at all how he'd looked when alive. He'd seemed safely
asleep in his very own box, soft satin-lined and just the right size to peacefully rest in forever.
Jarett shivered, still scanning the hearse while fingering the key in his pocket. His room smelled of dampness and ancient
decay. A grave would probably smell like that. But, at least underground and asleep in a coffin, nobody was trying to kill
you.
The man slammed a shoulder against the door. "Where's my money, you lyin'-ass punk!"
Jarett spread helpless, long-fingered hands and turned to face the door. Trying to reason just made it worse but he couldn't
stay silent forever. "I give it to mom, like always."
"You made more than thirteen dollars today!"
Too tired to think, Jarett clenched his fists. His voice rose high before he could stop it. "That shit you make me sell! Who
gonna buy it 'cept dumb little kids! What kind of money you figure they got?"
"You DEAD, boy!" roared the man.
Jarett's hand went to his pocket again, gripping the key in cold sweaty fingers. "Please," he whispered. "Help me."
But no one could hear him. Or cared if they did. He might as well have been in a grave and crying for help under six
feet of dirt. The air in the room seemed to ripple with rage. The door panel cracked with a gunfire sound as the man crashed
against it again. Jarett stared in sudden horror as a jagged gash like a lightning-bolt appeared in the age-blackened wood.
"Dead boy!"
Jarett spun back to the window. Grabbing the handles, he struggled to raise it, but a week of wet weather had swollen it shut!
Sweat broke out on his shivering body, while tears trickled hot down his cheeks. He battled the window with all his strength,
but it wouldn't open! He shot another a look over his shoulder... light leaked in through the battered door. He heard the
man stagger to ram it again. Jarett swung a desperate fist and smashed the gold-speckled glass, but shards ripped his arm
when he jerked it back. For a second he stared at his own dripping blood while steam wavered pale in the cold. Then he lifted
his eyes to the hole in the glass and the razor-edged daggers still stuck in the frame. Should he throw himself through like
they did in the movies? But, what if he cut his throat?
At his back came a crash as the door burst open! Dim yellow light fanned into the room, and a shadow stretched over the dusty
floor, lurching in Jarett's direction. What did it matter now? thought Jarett. Throwing an arm in front of his face, he poised
to leap through the window.
A hand grabbed his shoulder. "Dead boy!"
Jarett struggled savagely like something wild in a trap. The man aimed a kick between Jarett's legs, and the sickening pain
seemed to suck out his strength. The man's grip loosened little, as if he thought he'd already won, but Jarett had expected
that. He tore himself free and scrambled away. The man caught a handful of Jarett's shirt. Jarett fought like a panther, kicking,
scratching, trying to bite. The old cotton ripped, and again he was free! He dashed for the doorway, his shoulder bleeding,
clawed by the man's fingernails.
His mother sat on the living room couch, seemingly lost in the TV screen... he caught a glimpse of kids at McDonalds begging
their parents for Happy Meals. He didn't waste time by running to her: she couldn't help him anymore. He darted past to the
hallway door and fought with the three heavy bolts. One slid back, but he heard the man coming. Then he got the second bolt
open. He saw his mother turn to him.
"Don't forget your jacket, honey."
The last bolt slid back! Jarett flung the door open, but a hand shot out and slammed it again. Jarett leaped sideways and
dug in his pocket, grabbing his box-cutter knife. The man swung a fist, but Jarett ducked, then whipped out his blade and
slashed the man's arm. The man roared in pain but drunkenly dodged as Jarett tried to cut him again, his own wounded arm spraying
bright ruby drops. Jarett retreated, yanked the door open, and dashed down the hall to the staircase. The man burst out to
clumsily follow, stumbling, staggering, slamming the walls. Jarett slipped at the top of the stairs and grabbed the rickety
banister post. The man's fist caught him square in the back, knocking him down in a cart-wheeling tumble of wildly flying
arms and legs to slam the wall of the landing below.
His head hit hard, scattering chunks of ancient plaster. Sparks exploded somewhere in his skull. The box-knife slipped from
his bloody fingers. For a moment he was lost in darkness. But he fought his eyes into focus again, gritted his teeth and rolled
on his back. His wounded arm was pouring blood, smearing the floor as he sprawled in the corner.
In the hallway above the man swayed on his feet, almost falling himself. He lurched against the banister and grabbed the post,
tearing it loose. Jarett lay panting, gasping for breath, trying to make his body work, to force it up and run.
The man slowly hefted the long wooden post. "You a dead boy tonight!"
A light bulb silhouetted the man as he stalked unsteadily down the stairs. Jarett struggled to rise, but something was wrong...
it hurt like fire to move his left foot! Sobbing, he managed to get on his knees. He searched for his knife in the shadows...
there! He grabbed it and tried to crawl down the steps, but a hand clutched his sneaker, dragging him back. He heard the hiss
of the club cutting air, and frantically flung himself aside. The club missed his head, but grazed his arm, bringing a new
shock of pain. He lashed out hard with his other foot. The man yelled a curse and let go.
Jarett tried to dive down the stairs, but the man grabbed the ragged remains of his shirt and whipped back the club to hit
him again. Jarett curled up, protecting his head, but the club hit the wall and plaster rained down. Jarett crawled into the
corner, huddling there as the club swung again but missed by an inch. He slashed out blind with his razor knife, feeling flesh
rip across the man's thigh. The man dropped the club and clutched his leg, stumbling against the banister. Rotten wood splintered
like ancient bones. The man let out a terrified scream and toppled into the stairwell.
The crash seemed to take forever in coming. Jarett collapsed in the corner, gasping, crying, fighting for breath. His shirt
was in shreds like a zombie's clothes, and the boards beneath him were slick with blood. His ribs felt like the banister looked,
matching the pain between his legs, while his ankle burned with bolts of fire. He heard the club roll down the stairs, thudding
slowly one at a time like a severed head in an old horror movie. A minute passed while he battled to breathe. Finally, he
got to his hands and knees and crawled to the edge of the landing. Dimly seen in the darkness below, the man lay sprawled
on his back.
"Please," Jarett whispered, not sure what he meant. The man moved a little and moaned. His fingers clutched at empty space
like a baby's grasping at nothing.
Then, Jarett heard Mrs. Davis above furiously pounding the landlord's door:
"Call 'em!" she yelled. "...I don't care what they said! Tell 'em he's killin' the boy this time!"
There were other voices down below, confused, angry, wakened from sleep, afraid to open their own locked doors to help a wicked
and worthless kid.
Forgetting his knife, Jarett gripped the remains of the banister and pulled himself to his feet. He almost screamed from
the pain in his ankle, but clenched his teeth and made it support him. He started down, dragging a shoulder along the wall
and leaving a bloody smear behind. More blood from his arm dripped a glistening trail.
The man's eyes were open, but smoky and glazed in the glow of a feeble light bulb. Like his fingers, they seemed to be searching
for something, but they didn't seem to see Jarett at all as he reached the foot of the stairs. Jarett stood for a moment,
panting for breath, a hand unconsciously shielding himself from a half-expected kick. He scanned the man's face: the eyes
seemed to look right through him.
He became aware of voices again, fading in and out on the edge of hearing
like a distant radio station at night. Strange-looking shadows moved on the walls. Jarett was too tired to be much afraid,
yet he knew he had to get out of here. The man was dying -- Jarett knew that without knowing how -- and he was the
killer! The cops wouldn't care about anything else... just another ghetto-boy to catch and lock up in a cage! He stumbled
away, dragging his leg, struggling toward the house's front door. Then he was out in the drizzly night. The cold and dampness
burned his wounds. The door clicked shut and locked behind him, but that was better than being locked in.
He almost fell, but caught the porch rail. He clung there a minute, panting for air. His jeans had slipped low on his blood-slicked
hips, and his half-naked body was chilled by the breeze. His rasping breath made smoky puffs that floated like ghosts in front
of his face, while steam curled up from his bleeding arm. He wondered if the thickening mist was incoming fog, or just in
his mind. The street lamps were dim and eerily pale. A siren sounded somewhere in the distance, echoing hollowly in his ears.
Jarett scanned the deserted street as best he could with his fading sight. The mist was rising up the stairs like a silent
river in flood. Then it crept icily over him, blurring his eyes, choking his lungs, making it even harder to breathe. But
the siren was coming closer! His bloody hand went to his pocket, gripping the friendly old shape of the key. It felt warm
to his touch... the only warm thing in the world. New tears burned his eyes again as he limped down the rickety steps.
The houses around him were tottering shapes that seemed to lean over, about to fall. The street lamps were nothing but yellowish
blurs. Jarett fled from the oncoming siren, along the broken and weedy sidewalk, a hand groping out like a blind boy lost.
He slammed into something; a big looming shadow of night-colored steel, beaded with droplets of drizzle and fog. He saw it
was the ancient hearse and lurched away in horror. He would have run if he'd had the strength, but could only stumble on.
An alley gaped like a black empty mouth. The siren sound had faded away, but someone was probably after him, and he staggered
into the lightless passage. Rotting garbage slid underfoot. Rats scuttled squeaking unseen in the dark. He stopped at a Dumpster,
clutching its coldness, pressing himself to the wet rusty iron. He wondered if he could hide in there, like trash among trash.
But, something about those double lids was like a ghostly memory and terrified him as much as the hearse. The alley's far
end was a pale shade of black, and he limped toward the light, faint as it was.
Out on another shadowy street. Why were all the lights so dim? He could hardly see the sidewalk. A car went by in a mumbling
blur. Its headlights seemed no brighter than candles, but left the night darker when they had passed. He wondered why he wasn't
cold -- his dreadlocks wetly framed his face, and his shirt was no more than a sodden rag -- and yet he only felt tired. All
he wanted to do was sleep, but he stumbled on from nothing to nowhere.
Something smashed into his face! Staggering back, he crashed to the ground. The man's words echoed again in his ears: dead
boy!
Too tired to care, he closed his eyes and quietly lay on the cold concrete like a corpse on a slab in a funeral home.
Chapter Two
Time crept by like coffin worms eating away at a rotting corpse. It might have been hours, or could have been years, but nothing
hit Jarett again. Maybe he actually slept for a while. But at last, and almost reluctantly, he finally opened his eyes. His
vision came gradually back into focus like the opening scene of a movie. For a minute he lay there flat on his back in the
pale glow of a dim street lamp on a drunkenly leaning telephone pole. He heard the sputtering buzz of wet wires and the soft
liquid sounds of trickling water. He became aware of pain once more -- his ankle, his arm, between his legs -- as he raised
his head to look around.
He was sprawled on a sidewalk, buckled and cracked. The slabs were tilted at crazy angles by the roots of tall and twisted
weeds, and the cold was seeping into his bones. He realized now that no one had hit him; he'd only walked blindly into the
pole. He grasped its mossy, mushy wood and dragged himself to his feet. His ankle burned with needles of fire, but he tried
to ignore the pain. He checked his arm, which only seemed to be oozing a little, then scanned around again. A stab of panic
shot through him when he recognized nothing familiar.
The street was in no better shape than the sidewalk, its pavement a jagged jumble of cracks that told a tale of long neglect.
The gutters were choked with years of trash, and the weeds had grown unchallenged. It was an empty, dead-end street; and a
new chill suddenly traced his spine when he saw where it dead-ended at...
The tall iron gates of a graveyard!
The place was ancient and looked forgotten in a dark, deserted neighborhood of boarded-up houses and factory buildings. Beyond
the cone of the street lamp's glow were the massive, rusted, wrought-iron gates. They were set in a seven-foot wall of brick,
covered with moss and slowly collapsing but still defending the slumbering dead. Jarett limped painfully up to the gates and
grasped the cold bars to look in. The place was small and a tangle of weeds, grass gone wild, and blackberry vines. Tilted
tombstones reared up here and there like crooked fangs in an animal skull. Scattered among them were tottering statues mostly
clad in stony robes, some with hoods pulled over their faces. Jarett supposed they were meant to be angels, but none looked
friendly there in the dark. A pond glimmered back in the shadows, with another small statue set in its center atop a mossy
pedestal. The trickle of water echoed, and except for the crackle of wires overhead it seemed to be the only sound. Among
the leaning manuments stood little stone houses of various shapes. They didn't seem to have any windows... but no one inside
them would need look out. Yet somehow they seemed to offer safety, protected by walls and defended by gates. One little building
way in the back even boasted a tiny front porch.
Jarett gazed in through the cold iron bars and suddenly wished he could go to that house, to sleep among people who couldn't
hurt him. He studied the gates as he thought about that, but he was too weak to climb over; and they were held shut by a massive
old chain secured with a huge padlock.
Jarett sank down with his back to the bars. Wherever he was, he'd come too far and there was nowhere else to go. He drew the
skeleton key from his pocket, not knowing why except it seemed warm, the only warm thing in the world.
"Yo!" called a voice in the darkness.
Jarett jerked with a new stab of fear. But his moment of panic passed away when he realized the voice was a kid's. He turned
around and peered through the gates. A chubby boy sat on a mossy tombstone.
Trying to fight the pain in his ankle, Jarett pulled himself to his feet. The street lamp's glow didn't reach very far, and
the boy sat in shadow cast by the wall, but he didn't look older than Jarett.
Jarett stood there gripping the bars, not even sure if the boy was real or something called up by his own battered mind. "Um...
S'up, man?" he finally asked.
The boy smiled and opened a palm toward the sky. "Moon, stars, an' us right now."
Jarett stared at the chubby kid sitting so casually cool on the tombstone, then looked up to see only darkness. "It's kinda
rainy tonight."
"Moon an' stars always up there, bro, even if you can't always see 'em."
Jarett tried to smile back, which seemed to take every bit of his strength. He
wished he wasn't hurting so much so his smile could be more on the real. His voice sounded hollow and strange in his ears,
as if he was talking from far away and only hearing an echo. "Well... Um... Guess there's some things you don't gotta see.
But they there anyhow, like you said."
"Maybe like God?" asked the boy.
Jarett shrugged, though it hurt like hell. "He ain't never believed in me, so why should I believe in Him? ...Do you?"
"Sometimes," said the boy. "But I ain't very religious."
Jarett forced another smile. He knew he looked like a blood-spattered corpse, and didn't want to scare the kid. "Um... I be
in somebody's ground, man? I'm sorta lost."
Far from being freaked by Jarett, the boy only smiled again, as if talking to bloody, beat-up kids was something he did every
night. He glanced around the misty graveyard. "Ain't nobody here in this ol' ground gonna cap your ass for trespassin', dawg."
Jarett felt the boy's friendliness like a warm breath of breeze in the drizzly night. "Guess not, huh. ...Um, so, how you
know I was out here?"
"Seen you from my window."
"...Oh." Jarett scanned the deserted street, where the only car was a burned-out corpse that seemed to have been there for
years. He checked the handful of boarded-up houses among the tumbledown factory buildings. No lights shone anywhere in the
'hood except for the one feeble street lamp, and none of the structures suggested life, but he'd met a few people who'd cribbed
in worse places.
The boy hopped down from the moss-covered stone and sauntered casually up to the gates. He looked somewhere between twelve
and fourteen, with skin of a golden honey-bronze shade. He wasn't massively overweight, but calling him chubby was being kind.
He had that wobbly shapeless shape of baby-fat draped on a small skeleton, his middle a jiggling blubbery roll and his boy-breasts
bobbing like melons of Jello. His belly hung out of a tattered black T-shirt, displaying the funnel-like cave of a navel that
tunneled away to unguessable depths. He wore ragged old jeans with one ripped knee, tightly outgrown, mostly unbuttoned, and
baring the brassy round moons of his butt. His feet looked cartoonish in huge ancient sneaks that seemed to be rotten and
falling apart and were wrapped with electrical tape on the toes. His hair was a natural bush of curls that shadowed a cheerfully
chubby-cheeked face with a wide button nose and full pouty lips.
Jarett thought of a fat lion cub, though he tagged the kid as a solo street-rat who didn't belong to anyone's posse. Still,
it was safer to ask: "Are you in a gang?"
The chubby boy leaned against the gates and rested an arm on the big rusty chain. He had gold-tinted eyes that now seemed
to sadden. "Used to be. But, not no more. Shit happens, y'know."
Jarett nodded. Hurt as he was, it still felt good to have someone to talk to. "Got that right, bro."
The boy studied Jarett. "Looks like you got in some serious shit. How y'all doin', doggie-bro?"
Jarett felt his nose crinkle. He fought back tears, not wanting to cry and look like a wuss. "I'm alone, man. Know what I
sayin'?"
The boy nodded. "Down with that, dawg. ...Um, it cool if you wanna cry, man. I still do sometimes."
"Nah," sighed Jarett. "Seem like a waste of salt or somethin'. ...So, you got a crib around here?"
The boy aimed a thumb back over his shoulder. "That little stone house with the porch, doggie-bro. See, what it is, I'm alone,
too."
Jarett peered into the shadowy graveyard. In spite of his thoughts of safety and peace, a skeleton finger ran down his spine.
"You sayin' you live in there, man?"
The boy giggled. "Ain't much of a goin'-on neighborhood, huh?"
"Well... " said Jarett, considering. "'Least nobody beatin' on you in there." He shivered again, and his teeth almost rattled.
Then he felt a flicker of hope. "Could I come in an' spend the night? I don't got nowhere else to go."
The boy checked Jarett out once more, and a sad look seemed to cross his face. "This might not be the coolest crib for somebody
in the shape you in. Hate to say it, doggie-bro, but I can almost see right through you."
Jarett didn't know what that meant, but he didn't like the sound of it. He glanced down at himself, seeing the ribbon-like
rags of his shirt, his jeans wet and bloody, about to fall off. "I probably look like a zombie, huh?"
"Well," said the boy. "I seen scarier things than you in my life, but if I was you I'd find me some help."
"There ain't no help for me," said Jarett. "I come too far an' I'm lost, man. Let me come in with you. ...Please?"
The boy considered. "I'm feelin' you, dawg. But, how y'all gonna get in?"
"Well," said Jarett. "How'd you get in?"
"I don't think you're up for that tonight."
Jarett studied the gates once more, knowing he couldn't climb over their spikes with his wounded arm and twisted ankle. "Can
you help me?"
The boy spread his hands cartoonishly. "How?"
"Well... could you come out an' give me a boost?"
"I don't think I can do that."
"Why not?" asked Jarett.
"I ain't very physical, dawg," said the boy, though he didn't sound bothered about it. He struck a body-builder pose, flexing
a chubby biceps. His shirt climbed high above his belly and now looked a bit like a bra.
Jarett would have laughed if he could, but it seemed to get harder to make his voice work, and it sounded even more like an
echo. "Please, man! I don't got nowhere else to go."
The boy seemed to think for a moment. "Why don't you try that?"
"Huh?" Jarett looked down at the big brass key still gripped in his slim bloody fingers. "This? It only open the door to my
room."
"But, it's a skeleton key," said the boy. "You just never know what they gonna open."
Jarett studied the huge padlock, brass like his key but green with age. Yet the keyhole seemed about the right size. He slipped
his key in, surprised when it fit, but paused before trying to turn it. "Um... so it's cool, man?" he asked. "Me comin' in
if this thing really works?"
"I can't think of nothin' else you can do. Hate to say it, doggie-bro, but you probably gonna die tonight if you stay out
there all wet an' cold."
Jarett shrugged, still holding the key but making no effort to turn it. "Maybe that's better," he muttered. "My life's over
anyway, an' it wasn't much to begin with."
The chubby boy's face turned sad again. "I used to think dyin' was a way out, too. When I was all alone by myself."
A tear slid coldly down Jarett's cheek. He suddenly blurted, "I killed somebody tonight, man! It was a accident, swear to
God! But the cops gonna call it murder!"
The chubby boy didn't seem surprised. "I figured it was somethin' like that. You got a haunted look, dawg."
Jarett let go of the skeleton key, leaving it in the lock. He turned away and shrugged again. "Maybe I should just
sit down an' die." He glanced over his shoulder and scowled. "You gonna watch?"
The chubby boy shrugged. "Guess there's nothin' else I can do... if that's what you really want, man. I seen some other kids
die before, an' I couldn't do nothin' about that either."
"So, what if my key don't work?"
The chubby boy only shrugged again. "Then you done all you can, I guess. But it's stupid if you don't try it, man, 'cause
you don't look no older than me."
"What difference that make?" asked Jarett.
"Like, how can you think about dyin' when you don't really know about livin'?"
Jarett spit on the sidewalk. "Livin' hurts, an' I'm tired of hurtin'. I call that knowin' enough, aight? Guess I'm just wicked,
is all. Maybe dyin's the only way I can rest."
The boy studied Jarett another moment. "You don't look wicked to me, doggie-bro. Just a little haunted."
"Aw, leave me the hell alone, fool! Let me die in peace at least."
"If that's what you want..." The boy returned to the tombstone and perched his shapeless shape on top. He pulled out a crumpled
pack of Kools and fired one with a wooden match. The flame lit his face like a study in bronze. He blew a ghost of smoke at
the sky, then spread his arms to take in the graveyard. "A lot of these people never found out what their keys could open
when they was alive."
Jarett glanced at the old padlock. "Now what you babblin' about?"
The boy aimed his cigarette ember at Jarett. "Did you have a choice about where you was born?"
"You wack or somethin'?" said Jarett. "'Course I didn't! Who in hell does?"
"An' who your folks was? An' where you come up?"
Jarett snorted. "An' like, what color I wanted to be?"
The chubby boy giggled. "Well, give that brother a big cee-gar."
"Oh, shut up, man!"
"But you gots a key an' you ain't even tried it."
"You crazy, man!" Jarett suddenly yelled. "Talkin' 'bout 'keys' an' cigars an' shit! I'm dyin' out here an' you won't even
help!"
The chubby boy only rolled his eyes. "This is me tryin' to help, doggie-bro. But I can't throw your stupid ass over them gates!
Check yourself, man. Standin' out there with a key in your hand an' cryin' you ready to die!"
"I ain't cryin', fool!"
The boy shook his head. "Mark-ass like you don't deserve any rest! 'Wicked?' My ass! I don't think so! Y'all just a snotnose
baby, man! You just like them dope-frontin', G-rappin' fools! Bitchin' you got it so hard in life, but not doin' nothin' to
change it!"
"I can't change it, fool! I can't never change it!"
The boy blew a smoke ring, pale in the dark. "There's never a never, there's only forever."
"The hell is that supposed to mean?"
"Maybe someday you'll figure it out."
Jarett shivered. It seemed stupid to be dying and arguing about it. He took hold of the key and turned it. The lock fell suddenly
open. The chain clanked loose against the bars. The boy plopped down from the tombstone, almost losing his jeans when he landed,
and came to the gates with a smile on his face.
"So, what you waitin' for, dawg?"
Jarett shoved on the rusty bars, and the gates swung slowly inward with a gritty scream that echoed for blocks. The chubby
boy giggled again:
"Keep it down, man, you'll wake up the dead."